Work and be alone..
During the past few days, my school life seems to be a wreck, everybody in class seems to know something I dont, but thats not the problem...my big problem is that my teammates..or ex-teammates in this case are nothing but selfish brats playing with a magnifying glass....One of them who i considered my childhood friend has turned against me for his own entertainment and his delight, treating me like s**t and not even considering my feelings of the situation...the other is the main reason why my childhood friend treats me the way he does now...his words are poison and he manipulates him from behind...they both work together excluding me from the teamwork and I dont get graded...dont get me wrong..its not the grade that makes me sad..its the way these guys do things...I thought teamwork was about working together, no? well...it so happens they talk to each other more often and they dont want to talk to me about when we are going to work...I feel like I lost the trust of two comrades and now Im being backstabbed. I did ask them why and they just said "its your responsibility to be concerned about your work", Wtf? Thats not how it sounds or how its working here...i mean....its not that Im not responsible, its just that those guys want me to go and suck up to them...but hell no, if one of them can tell the other about the project, they can tell me too....Im just not the kind of guy who goes at them and asks them about it...and I thought we were friends...so why not?...What Im saying tonight is just about "Common sense" if you know your gonna work in a team, we should all have fun together and do the job, I say theres no point in a leader deciding who he wants in or out. For the past few days, I have nowhere to go but stay in school, and due to my depression I might ditch school early since I get even more emotional not doing anything special...I feel so alone that all I have is myself, and everyone decides to work with each other just cause they like each other, and not me....meh....I would kill them all if I could by just using a spell or a special kind of slash....I hate them all...and I especially hate those 2...Im not considered as one of the same classroom...-Senior student, #6 in the assistance list
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