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I wen tot church today...well a funeral but it still was a service. My Uncle Harry died on the 31st of July or leukemia. If only i were there with him at the hospital..ok the tears are coming.....its not fair he diied and i couldnt do anything about it....ok now its like a puddle of tears on me. But its not just him dieing thats what people need to understand at funerals. were celebrating becuz we know that my uncle will go to that hapier place. *sniff* oh gosh its like the tears came from nowhere. when i was in church sydnee was crying jordan was cryning my dad was a little but he tried to hold it in cuz hes eyes were red. I can see how he felt becuz what if y sis Sydnee died? i'd probably cry as hard as i can same 4 jordan. but i held my tears in. i kept saying he IS going to a happier place and i know he wouldnt want us to be all sad. I didnt know that he was part of a church. thy said he helped yong people too he was a coach and everything!! It makes me feel happy wen i realize how my family was. I think he was a pastor but he was only 45 wen he died. very young. my dad is 43. and my mom is 43 too. and i feel sorry for my cousins. the youngestwas 10!!! he looked fine, he was smiling and everyting. the older was like 15 or 16 and the girl was 18. My dad said wen he dies he wants me to try to hold up our family. well me syd and jordy. and i swear i will in honor of my dad. ok im done crying. thanks for listening : )

P.S. HAppier place R.I.P. Uncle Harry a.k.a. Harry Woodhouse Sr.