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Im sitting here looking back on the fight that Natalia and I had. I can't believe I could b sooo stupid! Im a smart girl. And I broke off a friednship over some bony wimp??? How could I be so dependent. And you know, i want to shove my foot up his a** for making us fight. even if Natalia was lying, i shouldn't of said those things or should i say typed those things since we wrote all our feelings hiding behind gaia as a shield instead of confronting each other but anyway. Im just soooo mad. I always said too myself that i would never do tha o a friends. Dont you know on tv wehn the girls fight over the guys? Well yeah I always was like oh hats stupid,ill never do that. And I did! I diodnt hink it was though. Evrytime I'd talk about it to someone , they'd say "Sooo your fighting over a boy??" and i would say im not fighting over him but I was. It doesnt really mater at all if he likes me or not and i dont really care. he's not mature at all and he worst part is, he knew it was going on and didnt even try to clear it up. i no longer like him, well i stopped liking him back in sept 08 but anyway i realized thats what we were fightitng for wasn't no gold trophy no gold medal no million bucks but and old dirty boot. He's no good. He ignores us both and runs away everytime he sees us. And you know what oh well. He's just nissing out on 2 great girls like us. So yeah I just wanted to get that off my chest that he isnt a man, but a little boy.

XOXO,
Untouched Bobbi heart heart