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Sorry I havent been writing in you but I've had a pretty rough few weeks. So many things coming up like birthdays, graduaion, the walkathon. Our principal wants the eighth grade to do some kind of song at the walk-a-thon which we have had for 3 years al ready. The walkathon is on the 25th of April and that's m dad's birthday. sad ((( Its a walk against violence or something. Ugh evrything is happeneing fast. oh and I was crushed yesterday...My friend told me that her older brother had a gf....im not sure his name or age but he has one named..christina. UGHHH! but she did say she had 5 brothers. she has 3 yonger brothers whom i kno and 2 older bros but you never know if the one i like has a gf! He ooks about my age. Trust me, he isn't cute at all. I only like him because he skate boards. Im mad that i had a certain stupid dream..Oh i got these micros in that hurt like hell but ill survive anyway the dream was that I was in Ms. Susans class and Cliff was standing next to me and we had to show ms.susan something in our math books. So while we were in line he had asked me like this "Pst...wanna....wan..go..togever" And then i just stared at him and rolled my eyes but i didnt say nothing and he kept asking me and trailing off while saying so. It felt so real. Like it was acually happening. i think the reason why was because usually in my dreams, I cannot control myself. Wha i mean is hat i cant move, every move is decided for me. Like If i wanted to scream in one of my dreams, i couldn't because i wouldn't let me. but in this dreams I could do anything. I could move and talk back the words i wanted. I know i sound like i had too much to drink or something but Im trying to explain this. It just felt like it was truly happeneing. And I think that was the best part...not the part about you know who. I kinda feel bad that I said those things to Natalia and you know what, I was immature. i called her so many names and she didnt call me anything. We all know who had more class about it and i wasnt me. i guess we're freinds now. But we still need to talk and stop typing eveything we wanna say through Gaia....no offense. Anyway Easter is coming omarrow and I'm afraid I wont be making my forune cooies...maybe another holiday... sad I really waned to!!! Anywho, Have a Blessed holiday Gaia and whoever may read this!!
XOXO
Bpbbi
Fav Songs of week : Poker Face lady gaga, Lions tigers bears jasmine sullvan, boom boom pow black eyed peas, and knock you down kanye west, keri hilson, and ne-yo