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I decided to write some of this out... it's not even close to everything though...





I really can't express how much I love her...
when I close my eyes I see her...
when I open them I see the ghost of her face covering my every thought...
when I dream It is of her...
when I live it is for her...
when I look in her eyes I see my world...
when I touch her face I now I'm holding my heart...

If I were to dream of the most perfect girl in the world she wouldn't even compare to my love....
If I were to die right now my only regred is that I wouldn't be with her in my final moments...
If I were to walk one million miles it would be to see her again...
if I were to search for all my life I couldn't find a single reason to ever be mad at her even for a moment...
If I were to write her a note, it would have "I love you" writen in each letter...

when she crys I die a little inside because there was nothing I could do to prevent it...
when she speaks I do my best to memorize the sound of ever word she utters...
when she smiles I still get nervous...
when she laughs I think "So this is what Heaven must sound like..."

If she were to move around the world, I would swim the oceans and walk the continents...
If she were to tell me she doesn't love me anymore I would still follow her around and make sure she was safe...
if she were to get hurt I would stay with her untill forcibly removed...
If she were to die the ONLY reason I might concider staying alive is because I know she would want me to...
if she were to disappear I would die looking for her...

I would die for her...
I would live for her...
I would cry for her...
I would give her my life...
I would give her my body...
I would give her my soul...
I would giver her everything I own and not even think twice...
I would spend ever moment of my life with her...

I think I'm worthless because when I look at her I see the most beautiful and valuable person I'll ever know...
I think I hate myself because I gave her all of my love...
I think I would rather choose her over the world...
I think I want her to love me as much as i love her but then again she would probly go insane...
I think I would rather her be happy then with me if that's what it takes...

I can't think of anything else...
I can't see anyone else...
I can't imagine me with anyone else...
I can't begin to know why she chose me...
I can't understand why I love her so much...
I can't breath without her...
I can't feel anything but love for her...
I can't tell her "No."...

I will give my life for her...
I will give my life to her...
I will love her forever...
I will love her more than she can ever understand...

I need her more than a bird needs it's wings to fly...
I need her more than a fish needs it's gills to breath...
I need her more than a book needs words to be read...
I need her more than a pencil need lead to write...
I need her more than I need air to breath...

I could survive off of simply her kisses and nothing more for several weeks...

I love her...


even with all that writing I still feel as though I have not expressed how much I love her...

I really wish I could show you...

you would go blind if you saw her the way I do...

as bright as the sun I know is at the center of my universe...

no... not anymore... I don't have a universe...

I traded all of my universe away for her... or I would anyway...

I love you Rebecca... more than you can possibly ever know...