I m like starting to be a whiner but I don't know I just always have to elt my feelings be known all the time. am starting to meet people on gia and it's fun but why do I pm everybody and no one still answers back! That seriously pisses me of and it makes me want to go abck to the ten friends list or just talking to people without friending. I already know some people lik to become frinds because what they can get out of you. I am not that type of frind and actually care how others feel. That is why I always am talking a mile a minute to make everyone feel included. It's just a basic instincet and I know people tell me I should get over myself. I don't thiink I could because their the few I ahve that I am content with. wished when people send requests out they realize if you only talk once in a while, never answer pm's abck that's not a friend. it's very upsetting that it's like this. I am having a bluesy moment now but that's gaia is my escape from life which is tough but get easier soon I hope. I am not going to get upset anymore about this. i ahve had revelations for the last few week and it's been for the best. I need to buckle up and just delte lal the people like this beause I ahte feeling used and disarded. it's not fair at all to me or to others who are like this. Well journal bye will see you in a while again.
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