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I am just like feeling alone and tired of being elft alone on the thread and no one wanting to talk to me. it's like an everyday pattern. i wonder if I should ahve friends if only two talk to me and the rest pay me attention when they feel like it. it's really bothering me. No one wants to hang out with me on gaia anymore and basically I am starting to feel ignored. it was much easier when I only had five friends because having a lot of friends is no fun.. I never feel as insecure with my real life friends as I do with my ones on gaia. Some of them just never pm me back, overly cristicize my ideas and jsut think everything is my fault. I am sometimes wrong but I hate when I am online all day and only three people talk to me and then the rest respond t me once and ignore me all day. I am feeling hurt and want t cry I am tired of this. I am being sensitive too beause it seems this has been the pattern for the last two weeks and I want to know if it ill continue like this because I don't need gaian friends lie this. I am being so emotional about this but it''s a saturday night and I m online with one friend to talk to and the rst never speak to me anymore at all. Either they are busy on their thread and don't invite me or doing asomething else. I ahte feling elft out and I am feeling that way. It''s jsut extremely hurtful! gonk gonk gonk