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THIS IS NOT DONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Kairi had been having an odd week. Her boyfriend Seth had been acting strange lately. She figured it was because she had pissed him off at the dance the past weekend. She'd been crying like a loser during the dance because she'd been stupidly jealous, she'd said sorry though... Kara had tried holding his hand lately, but he wouldn't give any response. Seth barely met her gaze anymore. And she could tell something was up today.
After band class he'd ask if he could talk to her. But Kara was to naive to hear the tone of his voice that moment. He led her to the practice rooms and the turned around to face her.
"Listen..." Seth began with a frown.
"Oh crap..." Kairi thought to herself.
"I just want to be friends." He cut her heart out with the words. The air in her lungs seemed to leave her there, while she was shattered in to many pieces.
"O-oh okay." eyes widening, she was taken by surprise and she didn't quite understand what was going on.
"I know we've been together a long time but..." he seemed to be having trouble telling her.”I just..." he stammered on. "This is really hard." Seth complained and leaned his head up against the wall.
"No... it's okay. I understand." Kairi lied to him, nodding. She turned around trying hard not to cry because she still wasn't safe to yet. Tears welled up in her eyes, but she didn't make eye contact with anyone.
Once she was outside, the cold numbed her for a minute. Her ride wasn't there yet so she waited trying not to picture him, but then she saw him get into the white vehicle that would bring him home. Kairi watched he leave and she sighed. Then her ride arrived. Getting into the blue truck, she was careful not to look at anyone because tears started rolling down her face. She couldn't stop them either.
. . .

The next morning she woke up, not realizing at first that she was now single. But when it sank in she almost cried again. They’d been together for over two years… and all the memories were just so painful.

. . .

The weekend went by too quickly and Monday came too fast. Kairi was so afraid to go to school. She'd have to see him. As she entered the high school, her breath quicken and as soon as she turned the corner to where her friends were she started to cry, Kairi just couldn’t it. Natalie hastily moved toward Kairi and squeezed her tight. Reassuring her everything would be alright. Kairi pulled away from her after a moment and noticed Natalie had started cry too. Kairi turned around to grab her books and saw her friend Brittni had also started to tear up a bit.
So, she headed upstairs to put her things in her locker. The young girl inhaled and exhaled deeply, thinking the pain would die down with each breath but it didn't.
Getting to her first class, English 9, she sat down in her seat. Every time someone came through the doorway she'd look to see if it was Seth. The dark brown-haired was worried because Seth had to sit right next to her at the desk. Before the final bell rang out, Seth entered the classroom. Of course there was a stoic expression on his face. He didn't even match her gaze. As he took his seat, Kairi glanced at him but the action wasn't matched either. She made sure she was leaning away from him, hoping she wouldn't do anything else wrong...
When class was over, Kairi froze letting Seth get up and leave first, hoping not to have to look at him again.
Finally she got up


THIS IS NOT FINISHED YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!