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I know why I'm so sick anymore..... |
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So, I found out yesterday that I'm anemic. But they don't know why, my blood count it at 9.8, I shouldn't be any lower than 12, at least. 13 would be better. It's low enough that if I would have had a different health care I would have gotten a blood transfusion yesterday. But since I don't, if they would have done it with the health care I do have, they would have had to explain everything and have a reason better than "she's sick, anemic and losing blood." Which is really stupid. I've lost over 25% of my total blood, and no one knows where its coming from or going to. It's really concerning. I also tested positive for Epstien-Barr, so sometime within the past few years I've had mono, how I have no idea but yeah. I had it, it went dormant, and now it's active again. I was diagnosised with Chronic Fatigue Syndrome yesterday. Which isn't any better than being anemic. It makes you feel the same way. Double whammy. cry
Chronic fatigue syndrome and anemia, with bloos loss. Can it get any better? Well, at least I know what's making me feel so bad, and making me look ghostly white. It also explains why I have hot and cold sweats, sore throats all the time and other things. v__v Ugh, I hate being sick, and my head has been hurting since this afternoon. I took meds, laid down, it got better, now I'm a nervous ******** wreck and its hurting again. gonk
My cousin Kevin came over this afternoon with his mom, I was glad to see him. If things work out right, we're gonna go see a movie Tuesday. GI Joe, if its still here. I just hope I get to feeling better, but who the hell knows. I've been so sick for so long, and its just getting worse. I'm never 100% well, hell I'm never even 50% well anymore, and according to my doctor, with the CFS and the anemia, it's amazing I'm even functioning at the level I'm at. It's not easy, I just want to crawl in bed and sleep, but it doesn't help. I can sleep for 14 hours and wake up still feeling tired.
Actually, I slept for almost 3 hours after my cousin left, and I could crawl back in bed and sleep the rest of the night, and probably wake up tomorrow some time and still feel not good and tired. Blah, this sucks. To top this all off, I'M OUT OF TRANQUILIZERS! I need to get them refilled, I need to get alot of meds refilled. >_< Well, I'm going to end this right here. I'm gonna go lay back down. I know, it's almost 9:00PM, why am I just gonna lay down and not just go to bed for the night? Good question. I have no idea why. But I'm leaving. Peace.
-WTSD
 WatchTheSunDie · Sat Sep 05, 2009 @ 02:46am · 0 Comments |
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