Alright... well, word on the street is that Christmas has come, gone, and it was, in majority, merry. Good to hear then. Mine went as usual... listening to family tell stories that I've either heard already, don't want to hear, or... well- ah who cares... it once again Christmas involves me going to a party after getting NO sleep the night before and pretending my life is heading foreward in a positive direction. Also, knowing my blasted luck..., Cyotie is going to stay out of town at his folks place a little longer. I have NOTHING to do around here.
I suppose... I could sit back and plan out a D&D campaign or something. That would kill off hours on end. I have to wait another like... eight days or so untill any of my Christmas gifts arrive in the mail. That's right... I've hit that magical age where Christmas has lost all of the splendor and awe of waking up in the morning and gazing longingly at the presents some large, home invasion suspect left behind. I'm not anti-tradition but, I can't help but remember thinking how odd it was that Santa Claus had the same wrapping paper we had... every year.
So, how were all of your Christmases? Chtristmas's? Christm- How do you spell that? You get the question.... How were your yuletide experiences this year? If you don't celebrate Christmas then how was your holiday of choice? There are a few and I don't think I know them all....
She's confusing me again.... I'm not sure how she feels about our friendship at this point. I feel dodged, but I also know that she is extremely busy... all of the time... every day... in every week... all 52 of them in the year. Naw, that's just me going a little off the handle. She is very busy though.
I just kinda wish I knew how she felt and what she was thinking. It keeps me up at night sometimes, breifly. I always get the feeling that when I asked her If we could ever be more than friends... she didn't actually say "no". I don't think she would say "yes" but I didn't hear anything to imply the contrary. Fingers still crossed at this point but I am extremely pessimistic.
Still wishing for the unatainable gift...
~Kujo~
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Christmas was ok for me, but new years was a blast. She feels the same way about me!
If it's not a definite no, keep going but don't push it. It's her choice, and you should be happy that you are still friends. I know i would be if it was no on my end.