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December 8th, 16:14,

The weekend is nearly through and not much to show for it. Although it was relaxing to say the least. Got all the laundry done and feeling good about my new work from home privileges. It's been an interesting few days, took time to rest and played more video games than I have in such a long time. Feels like I finally have time to myself again now that I don't have to struggle to go into the office every single day.

Got back into GTA V again, bought it on steam so that I could play with friends again. I also bought Hi-Fi Rush and No Man's Sky but haven't touched them just yet. GTA Online is proving to still be pretty fun on my own while I wait for my friends to get it. I am eager to play Hi-Fi Rush though, that's next on my list for sure. Still playing Rocket League but it seems as though my love for the game dies a little bit more and more every time I play it. Not sure if or when I'll stop playing all together ever since Epic began to systematically kill it. Oh well, I suppose. Plenty of games out there, but Rocket League had a lot of potential.

Just ended things with my long time partner, for good this time. Such a rocky relationship. It was not fair to either of us to go back to something as toxic as we were together. Like every relationship, we had our ups and our downs but our downs began to weigh a lot more than our ups. I don't regret it though, it was fun while it lasted these last 2 years. Though I know I checked out of the relationship a lot earlier than I let on. We tried to be together again after breaking up once before, this time only lasting 2 months before I called it quits. I just did not have the capacity to work through issues that just seemed never ending. Everything was my fault, the constant talks and the constant backhanded, snarly, tone of the whole relationship. Our lives are moving in such different directions I just couldn't see us together for the long term any longer. Sayaonara to those days. confused

All in all, I need to discover myself again. I need to get back into my hobbies and pick up the camera,pen, and controller once more. I think my coming back to Gaia is a sign that I want to continue where I left off with my art. My writing and my photography. Hopefully I can get a new camera soon, before everything becomes too expensive. As for my writing, I need to finish my latest Novella, The Canvas. I'll have to find a way to post it without it being easily plagiarized. I'd hate to lose credit for something I worked so hard to make.

Signed,

Vince [20:28]