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Its true it doesn't. I just put myself in positions to where it only seems like to me on the receiving end that it sucks. It doesn't. I've changed, not only clothes but as a person. Thats a good thing of course, but it distorts my memory a bit, I went reading back through my journal and tring yo remember me back then, and I kept thinking like I do know which I knew was so not true. I was terrible at spelling, and used to think that copying things off stuff i've watch was just SO funny. I put stuff like meh instead of me, and teh instead of the, and they weren't typos. It really brings my memory a bit in question to though, some dates I had tied into things to time right,,, oh well. I'm gonna do something soon. Stir the s**t, soon. I know what I'll do, just not to sure if I'll actually do it. I hate waiting, I've looked back and waiting as only postponed things. When I wait I have time to think about the bad things that could happen and often over weigh them to the good things. But what can I do, a no's a no, especially if she says so. So... I'm gonna stir the s**t(so to speak). When I tell you that I have to much time to think its code(this is to one person). Code for what? By god you'll find out soon, and what a shock it'll be. I'll take the whole chamber pot and dump it out in the street. I think the stick for stirring is big enough, but what will happen? I am doing such stirring to get the response I've always wanted but it just stays the same. You can't change something if you don't add ingerdients, especially if you don't add enough. I've added only small bits a peices to the pot, dash of salt, smigen of pepper, put it on low, let it simmer. Even now its beggining to boil, even on low. It want, neigh, demands to be stired before it boils over into oblivion, and lost forever. A stew a long time in the making, well if it needs stiring by god give th handle to my assitant Gaia, she'll.... you know what give me the handle, I'll stir it personally. In a week. I've worked so much already, whats a break? If you read the last one it'll seem like a month, I wonder if the stew can boil that long?
 hikaru23232 · Mon Sep 20, 2010 @ 01:49am · 0 Comments |
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