So...I did give up. That sucks, a little bit, I'm still on edge. I totally sent her a soppy note, not a love not but I asked her to respond through her feelings she might have for me. She didn't respond...she never does. Sure I feel 5 times better then I did while I was wandering how she would respond. I know I shouldn't. Her not reponding to a single one that has to do with us as a couple, thats bad. We arn't a couple, and she doesn't want us to be, at least not right now... So, I'm killing any chance at a relationship, because I can't drop it...maybe? I don't know, and that scares me. But it always does, everyone's scared of it. What will they say? I like to kill things oblviously. The silent killer, who doesn't even understand he's doing it...how wierd. Well, your hoping didn't help, sorry the one person who read the last one...oh wait that was me...maybe I didn't hope I would.
 hikaru23232 · Tue Sep 28, 2010 @ 12:38am · 0 Comments |
