well its been a while since my last update and een though nbady listens anyways i just feel like sharing every feeling i can come up with and then weigh the suckiness and awsomeness then chances are that i will send this to catie and every one else on my friennds list but well anyways not its time to start at first when i cam down here my main concerns were keeping my girlfriend, trying everything in my power to go back up home, and wandering how to make friends because personnally i have not almost ever made a friend without any help lets see my first friend i met helps from my mom than my second i met myself, and then everyone else i met via jacob by talking to his friends and thusly i know everyone i have ever met and i often get shy and sometimes worry if i my be over exjeratting about myself but anyways back to the moving down here well anyways a couple of weeks in i got a friend and then 2 and then 3 and then i ust kinda waited for anything to happen i didn't really go searching but mainly tried my damnest to edge to the people that shared the slightest common intrests which turned out to share like almost half of the things i like give or take some but anyways i still am kinda glad coming into know i let go of spite and kinda juat swam along i guess although i would love to go back up home i understand i can't well anyways my best friend down here is also one who is going out with a girl that i find a little shocking considering they are saying "I love you" so early in its just dosn't make since now trust me i am a big believer in the word love and and the fact that love can be sparked with just first sigh but i still just don't like to see the fact that they are kissing each other on the neck and even now i am wondering y the hell it bothers me so i mean just today i made him recite to me the things that he and his GF have in common and he thought of like 19 or 20 right off the bat so thusly i didn't press the issue cuz i could tell he had more and that should be enough at least three times he said that they loved each other but still i cant let it die inside me because i just don't want to i guess mayby it has to do with what me and catie had or mayby i am just to obbsessed with the word love that i am in way over my head but still i mean really ust, just i don't know well i got to go so yeah i am going to send this to Catie as well hi catie well bye peoples dramallama dramallama i am
 hikaru23232 · Sat Mar 24, 2007 @ 03:44am · 0 Comments |
